A Simple Thing Called Love

learning fest tdae was boring.
or maybe its coz we didnt have much time to walk arnd.
had to dress up and practice for reel art.
reel art went okay.
we won the 3rd prize.
we didnt really work hard to win larh.
juz didnt wanna let the class down.
and i think we did a good job.
Hydrogen says that we shd have won the 1st prize.
so to me, i've won the 1st prize already. (:
went to Hydrogen's desk aft sch.
didnt spend much time though.
then went to jurong.
ate and went back home.
im so bloody tired.
but i cant sleep.
i have no idea why.
anyways, i need to go and get my baby boy now.
so chaoz.
and yes, tdae is the first time i gave Hydrogen a flying kiss when she was looking.
and tdae is the first time we took a pic tgether.
shes love.

29 March 2007

10:41 PM

i think i really need to open up a little.
im not that comfortable with Hydrogen anymore.
or else why cant i juz tell her how i feel?
i guess i'll leave a note in her desk this saturday when she brings me in.
but im not gonna tell her abt it.
tdae wasnt good larh.
i reached sch at 0630 to get her tee.
but had to return her in the end. )):
now i have nothing to put over my bolster and sleep with.
clutching a plastic milkbottle to sleep isnt comfortable.
i want smth more.. real.
since i cant hug you to sleep, cant i even have your tee Hydrogen?
then the "its ok" msg you sent juz now is so upsetting.
can you make it even more obvious that we shouldnt be msging?
tsk, i really miss you larh.
going for night study tmrw. hmm.
oh did i mention?
abdhullah is so fcking irritating.
i really hate it that every single thing related to me, he'll tell hazie.
its nothing against hazie larh.
but i find it so immature.
juz tells me that he knows nuts abt relationships.
what a waste of time.
be like me pple. (:
carry mineral water bottles and run aft your loved one.
then give her the drink secretly and ask her to walk off before someone sees.
ha ha ha!
okay larh, i shant hate abdhullah so much.
what goes around, comes around.
but one more time i hear from him, he's screwed.

10:39 PM

A
[ ] Achluophobia - Fear of darkness.
[x] Acrophobia - Fear of heights.
[x] Agliophobia - Fear of pain.
[ ] Agoraphobia - Fear of open spaces
or crowds.
[x] Aichmophobia - Fear of needles or
pointed objects.
[ ] Amaxophobia - Fear of riding in a
car.
[ ] Androphobia - Fear of men.
[ ] Anginophobia - Fear of choking.
[ ] Anthrophobia - Fear of flowers.
[ ] Anthropophobia - Fear of people or
society.
[ ] Aphenphosmphobia - Fear of being
touched.
[ ] Arachnophobia - Fear of spiders.
[ ] Arithmophobia - Fear of numbers.
[x] Astraphobia - Fear of thunder and
lightening.
[ ] Ataxophobia - Fear of disorder or
untidiness.
[ ] Atelophobia - Fear of imperfection.
[x] Atychiphobia - Fear of failure.
[x] Autophobia - Fear of being alone.

B
[ ] Bacteriophobia - Fear of bacteria.
[ ] Barophobia - Fear of gravity.
[x] Bathmophobia - Fear of stairs or
steep slopes.
[x] Batrachophobia - Fear of
amphibians.
[x] Belonephobia - Fear of pins and
needles.
[ ] Bibliophobia - Fear of books.
[ ] Botanophobia - Fear of plants.

C
[x] Cacophobia - Fear of ugliness.
[x] Catagelophobia - Fear of being
ridiculed.
[ ] Catoptrophobia - Fear of mirrors.
[ ] Chionophobia - Fear of snow.
[ ] Chromophobia - Fear of colors.
[ ] Chronomentrophobia - Fear of
clocks.
[ ] Claustrophobia - Fear of confined
spaces.
[ ] Coulrophobia - Fear of clowns.
[ ] Cyberphobia - Fear of computers.
[ ] Cynophobia - Fear of dogs.

D
[ ] Dendrophobia - Fear of trees.
[ ] Dentophobia - Fear of dentists.
[ ] Domatophobia - Fear of houses.
[x] Dystychiphobia - Fear of accidents.

E
[ ] Ecophobia - Fear of the home.
[ ] Elurophobia - Fear of cats.
[x] Entomophobia - Fear of insects.
[ ] Ephebiphobia - Fear of teenagers.
[ ] Equinophobia - Fear of horses.

G
[ ] Gamophobia - Fear of marriage.
[ ] Genuphobia - Fear of knees.
[x] Glossophobia - Fear of speaking in
public.
[ ] Gynophobia - Fear of women.

H
[ ] Heliophobia - Fear of the sun.
[x] Hemophobia - Fear of blood.
[x] Herpetophobia - Fear of reptiles.
[ ] Homophobia- Fear Of Homosexuals
[ ] Hydrophobia - Fear of water.

I
[ ] Iatrophobia - Fear of doctors.
[x] Insectophobia - Fear of insects.

K
[ ] Koinoniphobia - Fear of rooms.

L
[ ] Leukophobia - Fear of the color
white.
[ ] Lilapsophobia - Fear of tornadoes
and
hurricanes.
[x] Lockiophobia - Fear of childbirth.

M
[ ] Mageirocophobia - Fear of cooking.
[ ] Melanophobia - Fear of the color
black.
[ ] Microphobia - Fear of small things.
[ ] Mysophobia - Fear of dirt and
germs.

N
[x] Necrophobia - Fear of death or dead
things.
[ ] Noctiphobia - Fear of the night
[ ] Nosocomephobia - Fear of
hospitals.

O
[ ]Obesophobia - Fear of gaining
weight.
[ ] Octophobia - Fear of the figure 8.
[ ] Ombrophobia - Fear of rain.
[x] Ophidiophobia - Fear of snakes.
[ ] Ornithophobia - Fear of birds.
[ ] Ostroconaphobia - Fear of seafood.

P
[ ] Papyrophobia - Fear of paper.
[x] Pathophobia - Fear of disease.
[ ] Pedophobia - Fear of children.
[ ] Philophobia - Fear of love.
[ ] Phobophobia - Fear of phobias.
[ ] Podophobia - Fear of feet.
[ ] Porphyrophobia - Fear of the color
purple.
[ ] Pteridophobia - Fear of ferns.
[ ] Pteromerhanophobia - Fear of
flying.
[ ] Pyrophobia - Fear of fire.

S
[ ] Scolionophobia - Fear of school.
[ ] Selenophobia - Fear of the moon.
[x] Sociophobia - Fear of social
evaluation.
[ ] Somniphobia - Fear of sleep.

T
[ ] Tachophobia - Fear of speed.
[ ] Technophobia - Fear of technology.
[x] Tonitrophobia - Fear of thunder.
[x] Trypanophobia - Fear of injections.

V-Z
[ ] Venustraphobia - Fear of beautiful
women.
[ ] Verminophobia - Fear of germs.
[x] Wiccaphobia - Fear of witches and
witchcraft.
[ ] Xenophobia - Fear of strangers or
foreigners.
[ ] Zoophobia - Fear of animals.

I've got 25 phobias.

24 March 2007

10:06 PM

actually i blogged a really long post in the afternoon.
but i decided to delete it coz its kinda personal to put on the web.
and sharing it will lead to the relationship losing its special feel.
plus, it was kinda obvious who it was about.
and it'll be trouble for the both of us.
so i deleted it.
juz finished doing the pirate hat for reel art.
im proud of myself, though the hat isnt exactly perfect.
went to sembawang juz now.
had to get all the baking stuffs coz i'll be baking tmrw.
a pretty pretty cake for my pretty pretty woman.
and then for friends also larh.
bought glitter to use as fairydust also.
gosh, im bored now.
and i miss Hydrogen larh.
tsk, been thinking of her quite a bit tdae.
its okay, juz 31 hours to go. (:

20 March 2007

11:43 PM

so today was good.
no points for guessing why.
haha.
the day wasnt exactly long either.
but it was good.
juz like old times man.
how much i miss talking to her.
and washing also larh.
but what she said is kinda disturbing.
she said that it has been going on for long and its abt time to move on.
how do i move on?
i mean, i cant do it.
and even if i can, i wouldnt do it.
coz i love you too much to move on Hydrogen.
and you must get used to me torturing you okay? hahha.
the part abt the good-natured thing is also bothering me.
from today onwards, im gonna be good-natured.
i know i can larh.
i mean, i totally stopped flirting and all successfully after the last time.
so what makes pple think i cant do it this time round? hehs.
actually, i think i shd have asked her the reason why we cant msg/talk much.
its hard to ask these kinda things coz im afraid her replies will upset me.
and i had a dream abt her juz now man.
it was good, but never gonna be true larh.
its raining!
omg good to sleep!
okay then, nites world.
♥ هممليني; with every breath i take.

18 March 2007

10:15 PM

so now i have TWO pple who love me.
and im not sure to what extent its true.
i'll blog abt it tmrw i guess.
im seeing her tmrw after NINE freaking days.
but i cant be bothered larh.
shucks, abdhullah is right.
im being ambivalent.
okay, ugly betty is coming on soon.
gotta go.

11 March 2007

1:19 PM

1. When you look at yourself in the
mirror in the morning, what's the
first thing you say?
- wow you look so pretty!

2. How much cash do you have on you?
- abt 30 bucks?

3. What's a word that rhymes
with "TEST"?
- pest?

4. Favorite planet?
- jupiter.

5. Who is the 4th person on your
missed call list on your cell phone?
- HoMe.

6. What is your main ring tone on your
phone?
- aanantham.

7. What shirt are you wearing?
- espirit top.

8. Do you "label" yourself?
- yes.

9. Name the brand of your shoes you're
currently wearing?
- converse.

10. Bright or Dark Room?
- dark.

11. What were you doing at midnight
last night?
- watching JOHN TUCKER MUST DIE.

12. What did your last text message
you received say?
- whats your fave colour?

13. What's a saying that you say a lot?
- its all love.

14. Who told you they loved you last?
- bestie!

15. Last furry thing you touched?
- pooh bear.

16. How Many Drugs Have You Done In
The Past three Days?
- none.

17. How many rolls of film do you need
to get developed?
- two.

18. Favorite age you have been so far?
- sixteen.

19. Your worst enemy?
- anyone who likes hydrogen.

20. What is your current desktop
picture?
- john abraham.

21. What was the last thing you said
to someone?
- for me?

22. If you had to choose between a
million bucks or to be able to change
a major regret?
- no major regrets. so million bucks.

23. Do you like someone?
- yesh.

24. The last song you listened to?
- dole dole.

1:12 PM

#01. Would you mind if your guy is
fat?
- yes.

#02. Would you want your guy to do
house chores?
- definitely.

#03. What is the maximum age gap you
and your guy have?
- im single.

#04. Would you mind if your guy
smokes?
- duh.

#05. Must he get good grades?
- i guess.

#06. A muscular/mature guy or a
childish/cute guy?
- muscular and mature.

#07. Must he be popular to suit you?
- nah.

#08. Would you allow your guy to join
gang?
- i'll prefer if he doesnt.

#09. Must he have perfect eyesight?
- not neccessarily.

#10. Must he be perfect in everything?
- i like imperfect pple.

#11. Will you be furious OR worried if
your guy gets into trouble with the
DM?
- worried.

#12. Must he be taller than you?
- yes!

#13. What is the first thing abt him that attracted you?
- hmm, looks?

#14. Does how much he loves you matter
or as long as you love him is enough?
- he shd love me more than how much i love him.

#15. Would you allow your guy to show
tantrums on the elderly or worthy of
respect?
- obviously no.

#16. What if your guy's ex still loves
him?
- i'll bitch abt her.

#17. Which of his character or looks
will make you leave him?
- unfaithfulness.

#18. Must you be his first girlfriend?
- not neccessarily.

19. After marriage, must you be
together or follow him back to his
country?
- uhm.

#20. What will you do if his friends
bully him?
- persuade him to find other friends.

#21. What is the most important thing
you seek in your guy?
- devotion.

22. Would you rather your guy be a
studious or bad boy kind?
- studious.

#23. What if your good friend likes
your guy?
- ask her to fck off.

10 March 2007

1:53 PM

Do you prefer to sleep or talk to a
friend when it gets boring in class?
- talk.

Do you wave hi with a smile or a
serious face?
- smile larh.

One thing that you like about your
house?
- my room.

The last time you cried, is it because
of someone?
- yes.

Chocolate ice cream or chocolate bar?
- choc bar!

What's the good thing about schooling?
- fantastic teachers.

Last song you downloaded?
- nothing.

Worms or cockroaches?
- NEITHER!

Yawn with your eyes open or closed?
- not sure.

If you can have a choice, would you
prefer to be friends or attached with
someone you love now?
- attached.

In one word, describe your day:
- crazy.

What website(s) do you have open?
- blogger.

You listen to music when you are..
- happy, sad, etc.

What song are you listening to now?
- nothing.

The latest news you've received?
- im gonna be tinkerbell!

Last clothing item you bought?
- bdae dress.

Name 5 things you have around you:
- tablet, handphone, bag, remote, pencil case

What can't you live without?
- handphone.

Who can't you live without?
- HYDROGEN.

State the date, day and time at this
moment:
- 10 Mar, Sat, 1:58pm.

What do people think when they first
meet you?
- how am i sposed to knw?

What color is your hair?
- black with a lil copper red.

Natural/dyed?
- copper red is dyed.

What was the last book you bought?
- cant rmb.

Do you like reading?
- yes.

Do you like answering surveys?
- nopes.

Last thing you did?
- one of these quizzes.

Two things that people don't know
about you?
- i dnoe.

Are you a frequent user of Friendster?
- yeah.

COMPLETE THESE SENTENCES

I like it when...
i spend time alone with hydrogen.

I love it when..
hydrogen is arnd me.

I want to..
kiss hydrogen then run!

1:38 PM

Are you wearing a necklace?
- nopes.

Do you like someone right now?
- yes.

Who is/are the main person(s) you talk
to at school?
- hazie, shamini, nivaash, sofia, hasinah, hydrogen.

Is your room clean?
the table, no.

What colour is your shirt?
- cream.

What song are you listening to?
- aashiqi meri.

What was the last mall you went to?
- ck tangs.

Are you alone?
- in the hall, yes.

Do you have any older siblings?
- nopes.

What is the last thing you ate?
- macs, 2 days ago.

Who was the last person to come over to
your house?
- uhm, maid's sister.

Who was the last person to call you?
- deva.

Who was the last to text you?
- a secret admirer.

What should you be doing?
- resting.

Who is the last person you sent a
message to?
- nivaash.

Did you go out to eat yesterday?
- nopes.

Random lyrics?
- when you laugh at your own jokes, i love you.

What colour are your pants?
- RED (:

What colour is your keyboard?
- grey.

What do you feel like eating/drinking?
- anyth edible.

Are you in college?
- nopes.

What did the last text you sent said?
- can i be tinkerbell? haha.

Are you bored?
- why else would i be doing this?

Do you wear glasses?
- yes.

What colour are your shoes?
- black & white.

Who do you love?
- me, myself and i.

What are you doing right now?
- this thingy.

Do you like Llamas?
- huh?

Do you know how to spell bananas?
- bananas.

What were the last words you said?
- we'll think abt it later.

Do you have clothes on?
- ya larh!

Do you have boxers on?
- nopes, im using undies.

Do you have a cut on your index
finger?
- nopes.

Where is your cell phone?
- beside me.

Do you have any friends named Skyler?
- uh, no.

Do you have any friends named Axel?
- no.

Are you afraid of the dark?
- depends on the place.

Did you used to watch POKEMON?
- yeah, haha.

Does your computer have a mouse?
- touchpad.

Whats your cell phone's ring tone?
- unakkum enakkum aanantham, vidiya vidiya sontham
padukkai araiyil aarambam, puthiya puthiya inbam. (;

First thing you did in the morning?
- check my handpone.

Do you have anything bothering you?
- nopes.

What's annoying you right now?
- nothing.

What's the last movie you watched?
- dream girls.

Do you believe in long distance
relationships?
- possible.

Is there a person who is on your mind
right now?
- yeah.

Do you think that that person is
thinking of you too?
- that would require a miracle.

more more to come. (:

1:03 PM

i think im addicted to these stuffs.

1. Name - shamita, miss.sulphur
2. Religion - hindu
3. Single/Taken - single
4. Zodiac Sign – goat arh?
5. Male/Female – female
6. School – crescent girls
7. Bag – Nike
9. MSN Name – mascara and eyeliner smudges everywhere;
10. Hair Color – black with a lil bit of copper red
12. Hair Long/Short – long
14. Eye Color – black
15. Health Freak – nah
16. Height – 168, jealous?
17. Do you have a crush on someone? - quite a number
18. Do you like yourself? - i LOVE myself
19. Braces - i've got perfect teeth
21. Piercing - one pair
22. Tattoo - nopes
23. Righty or Lefty - right

___YOUR FIRSTS___
24. Surgery – none
25. First piercing – when i was 3/4 years old
26. First best friend – sathia, haha!
27. First Award – model pupil?
28. First Sport You Joined – none
29. First pet – hamster
30. First Vacation – cant rmb
31. First Concert - cant rmb
32. First love – HYDROGEN <3

___FAVOURITES___
33. Movie – a lot larh
34. Favorite TV Show - desperate housewives!
35. Colour – black and red
36. Music – a lot
39. Drink - green tea
41. Sport To Play - soccer
42. Favorite piece of clothing - jeans
43. Brand - hmm, roxy
44. What do you sleep with? - baby pillow and bolster
45. Favorite School - cgs
46. Favorite Animal – orang utans

___CURRENTLY___
49. Im eating – nothing
50. Im drinking – nothing
52. Im about to ring – nobody
53. Listening to – nothing
55. Waiting For – party tmrw, i hafta eat
56. Watching - nothing
57. Wearing – England shorts, teddy bear tee
58. Want Kids? – clueless 59. Want to Get Married? - clueless
60. Careers in Mind – doctor, teacher, housewife

___RANDOM___
68. Lips or Eyes - eyes
69. Hugs or Kisses – kisses
70. Shorter or Taller - taller
72. Romantic, Spontaneous – romantic
73. nice stomach or nice arms - stomach
74. Sensitive or Loud – sensitive
75. Hook-up or Relationship - relationship
76. Sweet or caring – both
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant? - hesitatnt

___HAVE YOU EVER___
78. Kissed a Stranger - nopes
79. Drank bubbles – huh?
80. Lost glasses/contacts – yeah
81. Ran Away From Home – yes
82. Broken a bone – nopes
83. Got an X-ray – nah
84. Broken Someones Heart – numerous guys
87. Cried When Someone Died – duh

___DO YOU BELIEVE IN___
89. God – yes
90. Miracles – theres still hope
93. Aliens – maybe 94. Magic – uh, no
95. Heaven – yeah 97. Sex on the first date – that's a NO
98. Kissing on the First Date - yeah
99. Angels – angels in disguise, yes (;

___ANSWER TRUTHFULLY___
100. Is there someone you want to be with right now? - yeah

more to come. (:

07 March 2007

11:30 PM

changes

2001

How old were you?
> 10.

Where did you go to school?
> south view primary.

Where did you work?
> no where.

Where did you live?
> cck.

Where did you hang out?
> dont think i hung out.

How was your hair style?
> bob, hahaha!
gross.

Did you wear braces?
> nahh.

Did you wear glasses?
> yeah.

How many tattoos did you have?
> none.

How many piercings did you have?
> 2.

What car did you drive?
> you must be joking.

What was your favorite band/group:
> none.

Worst fear?
> failing tests/exams.

Gotten drunk?
> nope.

Had you driven yet?
> nope.

Had you been arrested?
> no. -.-

Had you been to a real party yet?
> no.

Had your heart broken?
> nopes.

**HA HA HA!!! LETS SEE WHAT YOU ARE
NOW !!!!!**

2007

How old are you?
> 16 this year.

What grade are you in?
> sec 4.

school?
> crescent girls.

Where do you work?
> no where.

Where do you live?
> cck, spore.

Where do you hang out?
> the lib block in sch, lol.

Do you have braces?
> nope.

Do you wear glasses?
> at home.

Still talk to any of your old friends?
> not really.

Who is your celebrity crush?
> none.

How many piercings do you have?
> 2.

How many tattoos?
> none.

What kind of car do you have?
> a silver ***** 3.

What is your favorite band/group?
> no faves.

What is your biggest fear?
> heights.

Have you gotten drunk?
> juz once.

Have you been arrested since if so how
many times total?
> of course not.

Has your heart been broken?
> it's always being broken.

i think i've done a lot of these thingys coz of boredom.
im gonna sleep now.
gdnite, world.

11:22 PM

GUY-ISH
[x] you own a jersey
[ ] you like being sweaty
[ ] you love mud
[ ] you've played at least one sport on
a team
[ ] you've played more than 1 sport for
fun
[ ] you hate pink
[ ] you love hoodies and jeans
[x] pranks are fun
[x] dogs are better than cats
[ ] its funny when people get hurt

total = 3

[ ] shopping is torture
[ ] pulling heads off dolls isn’t
creepy..its fun
[ ] you dont cry
[ ] sad movies suck
[ ] girl drama is stupid
[ ] painting your nails is weird/stupid
[ ] you own a psp
[ ] you own an xbox
[ ] you own a gamecube
[ ] you like to watch porn
[x] you like sexy girls
Total = 1

[ ] you used to be obsessed with power
rangers
[] you watch sports center
[x] you watch sports on tv sometimes
[ ] gorey movies are the best!
[ ] you arent scared of anything
[ ] you take part in "male bonding"
[] you only go to your dad for advice
[ ] you own like a trillion baseball
caps
[ ] you're not sensitive
[] no pain no gain

Total = 1

[ ] you like going to football games
[ ] night games rock
[ ] spiders and bugs are cool
[ ] you like to freak out your sister or
brother
[] you used to or do collect basketball
cards
[ ] saggy pants are cool
[] you get sports illustrated/other
sports/ guy magazine
[ ] fire is cool
[ ] you don't babysit
[x] you're immature

Total = 1

[ ] its kinda weird to have sleepovers
with a bunch of people
[x] green, black, red or blue or
silver are your favorite color(s)
[] romantic comedies are boring
[] you hate dressing up
[ ] you dont care about your hair
[ ] you love to go crazy and not care
what people think
[ ] climbing is fun
[ ] contact sports like football are fun

total = 0

Now add the numbers up and x2.

GIRL-ISH

[x] you wear lip gloss.
[x] you shop
[x] you wear eyeliner
[x] you buy different colored shirts
[x] you wear halters and tube tops

total: 5

[] you dont like shopping at hot topic
[x] you wear the color pink
[] you consider cheerleading a sport
[] you hate wearing the color black
[x] you love hanging at the mall

total: 2

[x] you like getting manicures and/or
pedicures
[] you wear jewellery
[x] skirts are a part of your wardrobe
[x] you take a long time doing your
hair
[x] shopping is one of your favorite
hobbies

total: 4

[x] you hate the movie star wars
[x] you cry in movies
[x] you are/were in cheerleading,
gymnastics, or dance
[x] it takes you more than 1/2 hour to
get dressed and put on other accesories
[x] you smile a lot more than u should

total: 5

Add them up and x5.

I AM 12% GUYISH AND 80% GIRLISH.

11:19 PM

Girl Confessions
[x] I'm not easy.
[x] I do wear make up
[x] When I walk by mirrors, I can't
help but look.
[x] I wear toe nail polish.
[x] I have cried at a movie theater
[x] I've purposely talked to a guy my
boyfriend didn't like.
[ ] I love chocolate covered pretzels.
[x] Getting a flower makes me smile,
especially for no reason.
[ ] I've wrecked a car.
[x] I can't put mascara on without
opening my mouth.
[x] I'd do (almost)anything for a
special person.
[x] I love cuddling.
[x] I think Johnny Depp is hot in
Pirates.
[ ] I've gotten suspended
[XXX] I love to laugh.
[ ] I like rock.
[ ] I like rap.
[ ] I like techno
[ ] I carry a purse.
[x] I've been called a party girl.
[ ] I did own a Spice Girls CD.
[x] I did own a Britney Spears CD.
[x] Football isn't boring.
[x] I love athletic people
[x] I love skater boys.
[ ] I love ghetto boys.
[x] I love emo boys.
[ ] Sweet guys are better than hot
guys.
[ ] I've been called a tease.
[x] Lip gloss is better than lipstick.
[ ]I can't leave the house without
makeup.
[ ] I'm a bitch. Deal with it.
[ ] I play video games, even when there
are other people around.
[x] My friends are the best, and
they're VERY important to me.
[XXX] I can be crazy.
[x] I really want to be with a certain
someone right now.
[ ] I smoke way too much
[ ] I have a tattoo or I want one
[ ] I have been to more than 5
concerts (co concerts that is XP)

11:11 PM

1. How's your heart lately?
still beating.

2. When was the last time you went
out?
after sch tdae.

3. What was the latest movie you saw ?
dream girls.

4. where was the last place you went
to?
my room.

5. Miss someone?
nopes.

6. What made you smile today ?
hydrogen. <3

7. The last time you fell in love ?
at 1040 this morn, haha.

8. Ever love someone so deep ?
uhm.

9. What is your status right now ?
single and unavailable.

10. Did you dream last night ?
nightmare! shamini loves hydrogen! [in my dream of course]

11. What are you doing this morning at
7am?
walking to sch.

12. what are you doing this morning at
10am ?
staring at mrs gek.

13. which is a country you will never
want to visit ?
uhm, i dnoe.

14. How many piercings do you have ?
only 2.

15. What is the last thing you ate ?
apple.

16. What song are you listening to
right now ?
none.

17. Who is your bestest friend of the
opposite sex ?
not close to the opp sex in a friend kinda way.

18. Do you have a nick name ?
miss sulphur.

19. Things you need to do everyday ?
i must see hydrogen!

20. Are you a type of person who easily
gets hurt ?
unfortunately, yes.

21. The last thing you said to one of
your friends ?
thanks.

22. The last person who called you?
deva.

23. The last person that you chat with
online ?
hazie.

24. The last person you talked with?
mummy.

25. What cant you live without ?
hydrogen. i really cant.

26. What things you want to do now ?
do more of these crap.

10:56 PM

1.The phone rings. Who do you want it
to be?
hydrogen.

2. When shopping at the grocery store,
do you return your cart?
i dont really use carts.

3. In a social setting, are you more
of a talker or a listener?
listener.

4. If abandoned alone in the
wilderness, would you survive?
no.

5. Do you like to ride horses?
never tried before.

6. Did you ever go to camp as a kid?
yeah.

7. What was your favorite board game
as a kid?
uh, snake and ladder?

8. If a sexy person was pursuing you,
but you knew he/she was taken what
would you do?
have a fling. or maybe not.

9. Are you judgmental?
dont think so.

10. Would you date someone with
different religious beliefs?
religion is not a prob in love.

11. Are you continuing your education?
uhm.

12. Do you know how to shoot a gun?
clueless.

13. If your house was on fire, what's
the first thing you'd grab?
my handphone and milkbottle and baby pillow.

14. How often do you read books?
not often. cant find the time.

15. Do you think more about the past,
present or future?
past.

16. What is your favorite children's
books?
enid blyton's.

17. Have you kissed any of your
MySpace/Friendster friends?
i guess.

18. How tall are you?
taller then hydrogen, haha. 168cm.

19. Where is your ideal house located?
the place where hydrogen is.

20. Last person you talked to?
deva.

21. Have you ever taken pictures in a
photo booth?
yeah.

22. When was the last time you were at
Olive Garden?
what's that again?

23. What are your keys on your key
chains for?
i dont have a key chain.

24. What did you do last night?
watched the arena and read a book.

25. Where is your current pain at?
huh?

26. Do you like mustard?
not reallu.

27. Do you like your mom or dad?
both are blessed with their own unique attributes.

28. How long does it take you in the
shower?
15 to 25 mins.

29. What movie do you want to see
right now?
John Tucker Must Die.

30. Do you put lotion on your dog or
cats?
i dont own one. and that's a sadistic thing to do btw.

31. What did you do for New Year's?
went to a countdown party and shopped at Vivo.

32. Do you think The Grudge was scary?
yeah. the jap version was scarier.

33. Do you own a camera phone?
yeah. i absolutely LOVE my phone.

34. What's the last letter of your
middle name?
hmm, g?

35. Who did you vote for on American
Idol?
i dont watch american idol.

36. How many hours of sleep do you get
a night?
depends on the workload. if theres not much work, then 10-12 hours.

37. Do you like care bears?
uh, what's that?

38. Do you know how to play poker?
nope.

39. Do you wear your seatbelt?
if i rmb.

40. What do you wear to sleep?
shorts and tee.

41. Any big event happened in your
hometown?
is my hometown spore?

42. Is your tongue pierced?
i wish.

43. Who's the funniest person you know?
myself.

44. Do you like funny or serious
people better?
funny.

45. Ever been to Vegas?
nah.

46. Did you eat a cookie today?
nope.

47. Do you use cuss words in other
languages?
dont think so.

48. Do you steal or pay for your music
downloads?
what do you think?

49. When was the last time you said "i
love you" and meant it?
as long as the "i love you" is for hydrogen, i mean it.

51. Is your cell usually on vibrate or
ring?
vibrator.

52. Do you need a boyfriend/girlfriend?
i need a womanfriend, haha.

10:43 PM

been a long time since i blogged.
finally got back my tablet pc after ONE AND A HALF MONTHS.
how inefficient.
my diet is a complete fiasco.
im so gonna look awful in my bdae dress.
sch ended early tdae.
hazie, shamini, nivaash and i cabbed to lido.
we watched dream girls.
more like they watched actually.
its a lousy movie.
i was juz msging and hanging on the phone throughout the movie.
and jennifer hudson's "singing" was giving me a terrible headache.
after 5 days, hydrogen smiled tdae.
and after she left, i was jumping up and down. literally.
im really concerned abt her health larh.
read up on her health probs juz now.
her health is seriously deteriorating. ):
hydrogen, you must be arnd for years and years okay?
only then will my love for you be true, rmb?

02 March 2007

10:19 PM

tdae sucked.
and tmrw will too.
was i rude to her?
if i was, its only because im so irritated by her actions.
theres a difference btwn being irritated with her actions and being irritated with her btw.
omg guess what?
the sec4s were coming up to me and asking me if i wrote her name and mine in the phy lab table.
i couldnt rmb doing so and i dont vandalise in pen.
and i absolutely dont write the name as it is.
but i thought maybe i did do it in a senseless state.
you know how dreamy i can get at times.
but i went to the phy lab and got the shock of my life.
someone wrote her name, next to mine, and my class beside it.
IN PEN! goodness.
obviously i cleared it off.
wonder who did it.
anw, coming back to tdae, it sucked.
its an advance bdae gift frm her i guess.
thanks, hydrogen.

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